Welp

Its the new year and I havent even posted anything yet. I dont know how I am so good at Twittering on a daily basis and even tumblr but I cant get the hang of actually blogging. One of my goals is to try to post a few times a week.

Soooo in this new year already I
passed my state boards
am a licensed esthetician
filled out a bazillion job aps
sent out a bazillion resumes
had a few interviews
nothing overly hopefull

All I know is I need out of Walgreens and I need it now. That job is sucking the life out of me. I know I am probably being a baby about it, not everyone gets to have a good job but when I look around to see so many people with jobs that dont suck it takes me a bit on the j side. I dont think it is too much to ask to have a job that is creative and body mod friendly now is it? I am definitly not made for retail. It literaly drains a piece of me every day I go in.
If anyone out there is reading this for some obscure reason and can hook me up I will gladly take any job you would like to throw at me.

Im not into new years resolutions and I did a tumblr post vaugly about this but some of my new years goals are:
To get in shape...so cliche right
To make and stick to a schedule....as much as my job allows
To eat better/ homecooked foods...since my gamas been sick thats kinda fallen away
To get an esthetics/creative based job...if there are any out there
To find ways to be creative/do art every day
To find a few more classes to take to expand my esthetics knowledge
Find a gym and become a member
Find a new place to live
BUDGET MYSELF
and last but not least
Quit letting my fears control me

I think this is a bit daunting but if I actually try to stick to it then it can work out right??