Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Taking Flight

Ive been feeling really stressed lately, like I havent had enough time for life. I graduated Paul Mitchell three months ago now and up until a few days ago hadnt done anything with it. Less then a week after I graduated I got a job back at Performance for the halloween season, after that I started working at Walgreens and havent stopped.

SOOOOO that is why I didnt have time for my boards until a few days ago when I took and passed my theory test. HOOORAY!! I was so scared to take it, but my mom studied with me forever before it, even though we got delusional from sleep deprivation we made it though.

Now my next and final test is the 6th then I get to start the oh so fun task of finding a real job and starting my career. Stress is mounting. Can it be done already?
Can I have time for friends and my dog and going out and having fun again???!! Please??!!!

Sunday, December 19, 2010

Im dreaming of a whiite christmas

Im not very good at actually blogging everyday....one because i have no followers so it doesnt really make a difference....and two because my life is pretty boring on a day to day basis.

I made a big leap tonight and Im hoping it will not bite me in the ass in a few days. We shall see.

Its pretty bizarre that a second ago it was January and I was meeting my lurvly Jess for the first time and now its already almost Christmas time again. It never ceases to blow my mind how quickly time flies. Im really excited to spend our first Christmas together and to see where next year takes us. He really is the most amazing boy I have ever met.

Wednesday, December 1, 2010


It is FREAKING DECEMBER 1ST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Where oh where did this year go?

Can I just go here and stay under a pile of blankets with Jess and Thor and Harry Potter....a generous fire and some mexican food to keep us going. Watching the winter go by, staying warm and cuddeling. That sounds like my kind of heaven.

Monday, November 29, 2010


Its a few days after the BIG DAY and all I can say is this year ,for the first time in quite a few years, finally was a really good Thanksgiving . I got to cook food, eat food, hang out with my family...including my gama... all day and I also got to spend time with Jess. Basically everyone I love very dearly besides my dad and sister were there to spend time together.

After I helped my mom make food all day I wasnt very hungry actually so I didnt even pig out which has been a goal but I never could stop myself. Yes I am proud.
Jess came and picked me up at my gamas which was awesome. We watched Rob and Big..many many episodes of Rob and Big....ate some rolls....he made fun of my southern twang and my inability to say rolls and oil...dont ask....we napped and drank alot of alcohol.

All in all it was a very successful day and Im already excited for next years.

A few days before Halloween my gama ,who was diagnosed with cancer 2 years ago, was told she had a week to live. She had thought she had a cold but when she finally got around to going to the doctor they found out she had fluid building up in her lungs and was in the hopital for a week. When she got out they assaigned her to hospice and a bi weekly lung drain which is very painful to her. We were all preparing for the worst but 4 weeks later shes still kicking...and got to spend another holiday with us. I am hoping she will at least last till the new year. Maybe a few more years even. She is my favorite person in the world and I will never be ready to see her go. I am so so thankful that Ive gotten to spend more time with her this past month. She really is a blessing and an amazing women.

Thursday, November 18, 2010


I got alot of things going on today.
Work which is as always very mindless but also sometimes entertaining. We get the crazyest people in at times. Like the guy who came in and tried to convience me that America was all a conspiracy and the floride was meant to kill us and the flu shots....yea he gave me literature to read. It was awesome. I think i need to scan the page and post it up here. It will blow your mind and turn your bad mood good.

Then on to a job interview at a gas station...I know, graduate from school and get yet another pointless job...but money controls the world and may be my master so I must bow to its demand. The lady seemed to like me so keep your fingers crossed.

I left the interview and was excited to get home and relax when my mom asked me to go get a frozen turkey from my gamas house...in rush hour traffic...42 minutes and a heart attack later I made it saftly. They fed me watered me and we were just sitting down to watch a movie when I rememberd that I had to go pick my dog up so off I rushed, massive frozen turkey in hand, to get him.

I went home tried Garniers Sleek and Shine blow dry perfector....which I must say I like. It made my hair super smooth and straight...hung out with my mom, got some world class bad news and watched CSI cause we are obsessed..

Now Thor is hanging out snoring by my side as Im trying to wind down so I can rest before it all starts back again tomorrow. Im bushed but I dont think Ill get much sleep..too much is going through my mind.

Im trying my hardest to get the word out to people to get them to do their makeup for my portfolio...once I get more readers Ill try to make it worth everyones while if you promote for me.
Did I mention that I am horrible at writing??/ Welp I am.
Goodnight loves.

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Just Me

So I'm not overly good at writing or telling people about myself....I dont really even know why I'm writing a blog....cause all the cool kids are doing it maybe? Cause I want to achieve world fame by this little old blog...yes definitly...

So lets see a little about myself...Im 20...recently graduated from Paul Mitchell. Actually I just graduated for real last night, first time I ever graduated from anything in fact! Oh and no I didnt go for hair, I went for Esthetics...whats that you are probably asking...Its basically skincare/waxing/ etc.
I dont use my training at all right now but Im working on getting my boards and putting it all into use.
Makeup/Special Effects is my passion and I am trying my hardest to get into it more then just working at the cosmetics counter at your friendly neighborhood Walgreens.

What else....I own a bulldog (Thor), Im obsessed with cosmetic products, I have the best friend in the world annnnd PBR will forever be my beer of choice. Judge me!!

I think thats about it for now....bored yet?