Wednesday, October 5, 2011


Today would of been my Gamas 84th birthday had she lived. Im trying to spend today celebrating her life instead of focusing on her death. I still miss her everyday. I still wish she was here with me. No one can make me feel happy like she could, no one can give me her great hugs. Im going to miss cooking holiday food with her this year and being able to spend time with her. Im going to miss decorating her tree like we did every year. Its still pretty weird to think about living the rest of my days without her in them.

She lived like no one Ive ever met before. She always had a smile on her face even when cancer was destroying her body. She was always filled with words of encouragement and joy when I needed it. She was truly an amazing person and my life will never be the same with out her.


  1. this is so sweet! i am sure lived an awesome life and it is awesome that you keep thinking of her as she was. that is the best that we can do when someone passes. keep them living in our hearts. cheers to your grandma!

  2. its so sad when people have to leave our lives but it sounds like your gram lived a full life. I hope someone writes as nicely about me as you just did about your gram.